Filed under: Fat, Heavy, Honesty, Self Confidence, Self-Reflection, Thoughts, Weight Loss
So let’s see, maybe I should write a little more about what’s actually going on in my life. Let’s see.. okay. I’m fat. I really don’t care what you think, and my quest to lose weight is about me and not what anyone else thinks or says about it or me. That being said, I wanted to make a little side note: I know I’m fat, I do not need to be reminded of it. I assure you, I tell it to myself all day long, and I’m sure most fat people do, so maybe you should lay off being dickheads to people you don’t even know 
Okay, that being said. I decided to post my most intimate details. It’s embarassing, and somewhat hard for me to let go of this control that I have upon my life by hiding my weight but if I’m going to be honest, then it must be said. I have been able to avoid a lot of hassle because of the way my body distributes weight. If you know me, or have ever met me, when you see me, you won’t believe how much I weigh. When I went to the army to get weighed in, they weighed me three times because it looked impossible. (I thank this to my year of wrestling and kickboxing).
So here we go. In the end of July, my parents came to me and told me that my weight was getting out of hand, and it hurt to hear, but they were right. I have no idea how I allowed myself to put on so much weight. So I did a few diets, I have yet to find one that works perfect for me. But here we go
July 2006 (and a few months earlier)
245 lbs.
I can’t believe it.. it’s kind of awful having to look at these pictures. Anyways.
November 2006
222 lbs.
And most recently.. this is what I looklike right now:
I know I have a long long way to go, but I think it’s a pretty decent loss so far. I really want to kick it into high gear so I’ll be updating more from now on.
Keep on truckin’ 
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
Filed under: Britney Spears, Fed-Ex, K-Fed, Kevin Federline, Letterman, Meaningless Ramble, TV, Thank you
I’m posting some videos of my girl Britney Spears kicking ass after shipping her Fed-Ex package back to the dumpster he crawled out of.
I’m so happy that she’s back and lookin’ killer, I will be knocking over twelve year old girls to get her album whenever it comes out.
Here we are ladies and gents, our Britney Spears!
Britney Spears Does the 2006 AMA’s
Britney Spears on the Letterman Show
I was going to post this thing I found that makes fun of the whole thing but I guess it’s kinda fucked up.
I love Britney, and he did ruin her, but she allowed it to happen. I admire the fact that she had the balls to fix herself up, and do what’s best for her and her children.
He needs to just shut up and be happy that he’ll be allowed to see the children a couple of times a month since he
Let me tell you something, after last nights’ hockey game I am a devout fan of hockey. It was my first game ever, Washington Capitals vs. Atlanta Thrashers. Let’s forget that the Thrashers won 4-2, because EVERYONE else forgot and all we remember are the 4 or 5 fights that took place.
The entire rink was in support for our Caps cuz it was a homegame, there was some anger in that matchup in the last minute. The best fight would be the first one in which our Caps player was holding the Thrasher player away from him by holding his head in while the Thrasher wailed his arms about. Finally our player just pushed him out of the way. I’m not even kidding you, it was hilarious.
Anyways, this is DC. We’re loyal fans, we support our Redskins, our Nationals, our DC United, and our mother fuckin’ Capitals!!!!!!!!
I love them AND hockey, you come to DC you’re gettin’ your ass kicked one way or another!!!
We’ll see you on the ice, now puck off!!
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
Filed under: Beach Boys, Love, Meaningless Ramble, Romance, Self-Reflection, Thoughts, Unloved
It’s so funny, we listen to a song, whether it be in a movie, on the radio, in our heads, whatever, and most of the time it’s just a song.
Sometimes however, when things in our life seem to coincide with a song, it means more, and brings on a lot more thought than maybe we were ready for.
For me, this song right now is “Wouldn’t it be Nice” by the Beach Boys. For the few of you that actually know me, you know how emotionally forcefielded I’ve been this past year. I haven’t allowed anyone in whatsoever, and anyone who got close, I shut out immediately. I had settled on the notion that I would be alone, that it was my choice and I had no problem with it.
Sweet right?
Only until I realized something. .
There’s a reason I like this song so much. What it says in it, it’s true for me. I am such a loving person, and I so badly want someone to share these thoughts with. Someone that is willing to work hard to be with me.
I find myself on a one way street. I care, so much. I’ve put myself out there, but sometimes when you put yourself out on that one way street, you can be run over. . I’m so afraid of that happening again.
I’ll write more later.. special thanks go to the BEAM for drying my tears tonight. Love you all.
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
Filed under: Britney Spears, Criticism, Event, K-Fed, Kevin Federline, Kris Gamble, Mark Kaye, Morning Mess, Radio, Self-Reflection, Team Woo - Woo, Thoughts
NO, I have not changed and become this weepy little romantic.. I just happen to be listening to the N*Sync Acapella version of “Last Christmas.” I really miss the era of boy bands.. I’ll tell you, I was a closet teeny bopper. I loved N*Sync, I tolerated Backstreet Boys, and I was obsessed with B2K.
MAN I miss Lil Fizz. LOL
Anyways, now that my skeletons are coming out of the closet, what should we talk about..
Let’s see, it’s a Saturday and I’m at work. And I’ve been doing schoolwork, although not as much as I should be doing. And I’ve been doing Team Woo – Woo work which, SURPRISE has taken a big precedent over school work. LOL
I’m very excited to finally start doing everything we set for Team Woo – Woo to do. I’ve been contacting some shelters and what not, sprucing up our MySpace page (Please visit!) Today I designed our shirts that we’ll wear to at least some of our volunteering opportunities. I’m keepin’ it local for TWW this weekend, Mo’Retto is at a wedding and the BEAM is off in North Carolina planning the fabulous wedding
I apologize for the massive ADHD syndrome in this blog.
Let’s see.. I haven’t listened to 99.5fm lately because after their treatment Mark/Kris/Ron and the on air and on line treatment of their fans, I have no intention whatsoever of helping them out with their ratings. 95.5fm plays almost the same music so that’s another way to go. Even 93.9fm is starting to play stuff like “My Love” by Justin Timberlake and that’s the morning show I listen to now. Not the same though, not at all 
I’m freezing and I need to work on another project right now so I’m going to skidaddle, I’ll write something lata (and I’m still pumped about my Britney Spears coming out of the twilight zone!)!!
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
FINALLY!!!
Oh my god I’m so happy..
GOODBYE K-FED
I’m finally getting the Britney I love and adore back!
(Yes, I’m a fan forever)
WELCOME BACK BRITNEY!!!!!!!!!!
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
I’m sitting here watching Extreme Home Makeover and..
First of all: I’m a loser and I make sure I watch this show evey week only to bawl my eyes out like a big baby.
Second of all: The reason I watch this show every week is because it’s been the one constant thing that has allowed me to have faith in humanity. I give people the benefit of the doubt, and I believe that we are all inherently good. But sometimes there’s just so much evil and hatred in the world that it’s hard… Sometimes, when you’re on the receiving end of such awful things, it’s hard to believe. But then I watch this show, and it’s like, a refresher for me. A reminder that I am not wrong for believing in people and in loving them so much.
It also reminds me so much of why I want to bust my ass to get Team Woo – Woo going with Jillian and Taaka. I wish that I had the funding to do something on the level of Extreme Home Makeover, to be able to travel the country just helping people that deserve a place to call home. But just because I don’t, doesn’t mean I can’t do something. I just saw this little boy on this show, he’s thirteen and he had thirteen dollars left in his piggy bank.. he came to the site and gave it to one of the girls from the show, he didn’t even know this family but he wanted to help.
That’s what I’m talking about!
This show is the best thing on TV and I hope it stays on forever. We need to keep the love alive, there are people all over that have given up on hope, given up on themselves, and given up on life. It’s up to the rest of us to revive it.
Oh.. they’re almost done, I have about five minutes until the tears start.
Whether I know you or I don’t, I love you
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
Filed under: Angry, Hot 99.5, Kris Gamble, Mark Kaye, Morning Mess, Pissed off, Radio, Teapot Tim, Thoughts
Dude, I don’t know when the Hot Morning Mess at Hot 99.5 FM grew on me so much but I am supremely pissed off. Today was their last day on the air, that’s such BULLSHIT. I can say whatever I want because since I listened to that show everyday for at least a year now, I have paid my dues to that radio station.
NOT ANYMORE
Hot 99.5’s key demographic are women around my age. I may be only one but I’m not listening anymore. Truth be told, most of their other DJs are just mediocre. They don’t have the personality, the vibe or the fan base that Kris and Mark (And Ron, and Teapot when he was still there) have. To get people to stick with you in the morning, especially while competing with Russ Parr is a hard thing to do and now I think I’ll have to go back to listening to Russ Parr in the mornings until I find out where Kris and Mark are going to next.
This is probably one of the stupidest decisions that the management at Hot 99.5FM could have ever done.
Check my peepz out:
Anyways I’m tired as all hell and it’s only 8:43pm. PREMATURE AGING, I’m only 22!!! Tomorrow I’ll blog about something cool, or whatever may be on my mind at that point.
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
