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I wanted to write this on Friday but I was so emotionally drained that the first day I’ve had enough energy in me to write was today.
Integrity.
That’s all we have in this world. Our actions, our emotions, everything we do in life ultimately builds up or degrades our integrity. It is the one thing that I am proud of, because regardless of what I do, where I am and how I do it, my integrity is in tact. I am an honest person who can admit to her mistakes and who tries to look out for others even moreso than myself.
That is why, what happened to me on Friday, where I will not write any specifics as to what it was, was one of the worst days in my life.
Do not ever, for any reason, insult, attack or defame me by way of challenging my integrity. I am HONEST, I am RELIABLE and I go above and beyond my duties to help out those people and things that I love and hold dearest to my heart. What happened to me was like a blow that came out of nowhere and the insult and damage that it has done is irrepairable. It is unforgivable and the lowest, dirtiest thing that anyone has ever done to me — and I’ve been cheated on in the past — so you know it’s pretty bad.
My integrity is all I have, and to have people be so weak and shallow to try to throw that into the trash with absolutely no reason, makes me feel very sad… that after all this time and faith in humanity, I’m finally losing all hope and faith in people.
I’m tired of fighting a world
that seems to be against me.
<3 siempre,
AristoKat
